i'm tired of feeling this way.

seven seas.

cats and dogs are coming, 14th street is gonna drown
I'm going to start making a list of things I want to accomplish when the semester is over.
I'm becoming who I used to be again, and I love it.
I'm finally okay to be alone. It feels good.
I seriously always thought I'd never find my way back to that again.
But now I've found a perfect common ground.
Really busy with school work, friends or at home, cuddled in my wonderful bed,
snuggled up to hopes for the summer, new people, and the sand between my toes.

I wish I lived in Sandbridge, time just stops there and it's so beautiful.
the dock and little island park and the nautical names for every street.
heaven on earth
memories of being 13 and playing near the water, in the middle of winter,
with my best friend.

sometimes I wonder how I become so dependent on people.
like "i need you here, all the time, every minute"
I'm a people person, no doubt, but people people need alone time too.
thank God for those new paint supplies, and possibly..lifeboat tea. = )
I'm wondering if these things I've been doing lately is the right decision.
should I continue? I know it's wrong..should've dropped it.. should've of hit the road.
but I'm so in love you..i'll never fall out of love with you. this is true.
maybe we can be good one day and maybe I can forgive you
and maybe we can be perfect and happy.
maybe one day we can share last names. and a front lawn.

I still want my tattoo.
this summer. yes. haha.

summer is so close.

I haven't been myself this past week.























I like it.