i'm so tired of the same ole'...

this is how I feel right now.

baby i..try again

in a weird way, I miss Pennsylvania a lot.

it was gorgeous there in august.
perfect temperatures. perfect skies.
but that was august. this is november.

last night in my car, I hugged my boyfriend tight.
"let's run away..", i said. "to somewhere far away."
i never thought i'd say those words but really, I could run away with him.
the sad part is i wouldn't miss a thing. there's nothing I need more then something new.
new state. new country, even. new people. not the same ole, same ole.
wake up, go to boyfriend's house, take boyfriend to work, go home, get ready, go to work,
get off work, go to boyfriend's house, sit on couch, go home, sleep, wash, rinse, repeat.
I know he doesn't like it either, but we aren't made of money, and i've pretty much explored
the crap out of the surrounding areas. I planning to take my love machine to farther destinations. through tunnels, over bridges, to grandmother's house I'll go, we'll go.
I need a new job. should have turned my app into finn mcool's...damnit.

...

strike two.

death and life